I have received quite a bit of "Fan Mail" and "Thank You" notes from both cyber and real-time visitors to my website and my dungeon. I can think of no better way to provide references than sharing some of the comments, both good and bad with you.
I will save them and publish them as I receive them. Please feel free to add your comments (or suggestions) at any time.
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I recently met with a newcomer and asked him if he would be willing to recount for you, his initial feelings and fears both before and after our meeting. I have withheld his name and email address per request. After reading his assignment I was astounded at how well he captured the very words and emotions that so many others have tried to express and were not able to. Read on and you'll see what I mean...
... Anyway, on to the assignment. I do remember when I first saw your website. I was thinking, this is it, this is what I have been looking for. Two things caught my attention, you were close to me, and you were affordable. So I figured I'll contact you and see what happens. I can't believe how exciting it was, and is, to receive your messages. I cant wait to check my email, and how excited I am when there is a message from you, and how disappointed when there isn't one. After setting our date for our first session, the reality of it all started setting in, and I was getting very nervous and scared. I kept thinking, I'm going to pay someone to spank me, that's pretty weird. What if people find out. How embarrassing.
What if I'm tied down, and she wont stop, and its hurting, and I don't like it. What if she takes pictures, and gets my personal info off of my drivers license and tries to blackmail me. All kinds of weird thoughts. Then I decided I was just being paranoid, so lets go for it. I was very nervous when I called to confirm our time for our session, but found you to be very easy to talk to on the phone, and liked what I was hearing. During the time leading up to our session, I kept thinking, This is pretty cool, I am going to get spanked, something I have thought about forever. I got aroused many times just thinking about it. On the drive to your house, nerves were taking over, and I kept thinking, what am I doing, this is stupid. I arrived in your neighborhood about 15 minutes early, so I parked a few blocks away, and sat there watching the clock. My stomach was churning inside, and at 3 minutes to 1, I headed to your house. After I got out of my car and was heading towards the door, I thought I was going to start hyper-ventilating, I was so nervous. But after coming inside, and talking to you, I was feeling somewhat better. I found you to be much better looking than your pictures, but I was still very nervous. The whole time I was there, I was afraid to act like I was enjoying myself, which I was very much, and kept thinking that this is pretty weird. The spankings were much harder than I thought they would be, but I was enjoying them tremendously.
I knew I wasn't going to be making much noise like yelling or crying, but at times they were getting pretty intense, and I almost felt like it. The time went by way too fast, although I know I couldn't take much more. I was pretty nervous during the entire session, and felt sort of guilty of doing something weird, that I shouldn't be doing. However, I don't feel that way now, and cant wait for our next session! On the way home, I felt very relaxed, and relieved. All that worrying for nothing. I did have a great time, and there's nothing to feel guilty about. My butt was hurting, but it felt good, I enjoyed the way it felt. It took 3 or 4 days for all the marks to go away, but the memories will last forever. I did have a great time, but I know the next time will be even better, because most of the nerves, and all of the guilt will be gone.
A Recent visitor sent me the following note.... (email address and SIG withheld upon request)
My Dear Ms Star,
**Kevin's old nickname
Letters received from "Fans" of my website
j b wrote:
Dear Mistress Littlestar:
Please forgive me for being so bold as to write you, but after I saw your Web site I truly can't resist. I was so intoxicated by your words, your "fun" attitude in your work that reading your site made me unhappy. Unhappy because there great distance between us makes it seem like I will never have the pleasure of meeting you.
I loved the way you described yourself as a mistress of fun. I only imagine the sweet music of your laughter as you contemplate some poor guy's suffering. Reading your site and seeing the wonderful picture of you and your maddeningly sexy legs made me feel weak and dizzy. It left me aching terribly! I had that kind of relentless nagging ache in my crotch that never quite goes away. I don't think a dozen cold showers would have calmed my poor swollen erection. In fact, I like to imagine myself shivering under a pitiless cold shower, trying desperately to make that ache go away, but not succeeding. Remembering your delicious, teasing sense of fun and your gracefully curved legs makes my erection even more sore and swollen. It hardens even more and throbs painfully despite the viciously cold shower. It's so frustrating that I grit my teeth and try not to cry but I start sobbing in defeat anyway. And if I imagine at you laughing at me and my plight....oh, it's too much!
I've never written a letter like this before. I promise to not be a pest but I had to contact you just this once to tell you how much your site means to me. jb
From firstname.lastname@example.org Wed Aug 5 10:19:30 1998
To: ANONYMIZED BY REQUEST
Subject: Re: fan mail
Thank you for your kind words!! I'm pleased that you enjoyed my website. I do indeed have "fun" at what I do. My laughter doesn't come while I contemplate the subs' suffering; the laughter bubbles out of me WHILE the sub is making his/her own brand of "music" (moans, groans, gasps, screams, whimpers, and sobs). I am powerless over this type of response; it just comes out of me of it's own accord. I LOVE IT.
Since the time that you wrote to me, I've been in the process of securing a new domicile. It's been nice to be able to think of your frustration and suffering while I was packing, moving, dealing with the countless details of moving and finally UNPACKING!! Thank you for the respite from the drudgery!!
Do not apologize ever for writing to a Domme about the content of their website and how it makes you feel. Even though I do not do phone or email training I am still honoured when somebody takes the time as you have and thoroughly explored my site and then share with me their feelings about it. If another Domme is offended or irritated by this type of attention then they need to get their heads (and egos) examined!!
Again, my thanks for your warm words. Enjoy the day pet... it belongs to you!
Sincerely yours, Ms. Star PS... may I reprint your letter on the comments page of both websites? I can anonymize your email address and name if needs be.
Subject: Re: fan mail
Date: Thu, 06 Aug 1998 04:43:43 PDT
From: "ANONYMIZED BY REQUEST"
Dear Ms. Star: I was breathless when I saw that you wrote back. You're wonderful! Reading your words is like being gently stroked by a woman's soft hand -- it teases and inflames, then is taken away too soon. Your message left me aching. I'd be delighted if you reprinted my message at your site. Please don't use my email addy but you may use my intitials. As you expand your site -- and I hope you write more about yourself (please! -- I may write you again with my reaction. Perhaps I can brighten your day again! JB P.S. I fist discovered your site via Poetrician's page. As you can tell, I am very into teasing and denial!.
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Dear Mistress Littlestar,
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